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Okay, I want to get the previous entry off my front page, and I've been getting quite a few PMs asking me about this recently, a lot more than usual. I don't mind answering them but I thought maybe it'd be less effort for everyone this way.

I don't do commissions. Or art exchanges. Or stuff for people's birthdays. Or anything where someone else makes me promise I'll create something for them and then I owe them to do it.

It's not because I don't like money. It's because I can't draw or write or do anything creative if I feel like I "have" to; all inspiration automatically goes into lockdown mode, and my own self enters "sulking three year old" mode where everything my brain will say about that thing I should be working on is NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOO. One time some ten, twelve years ago, I tried it, promised a friend I'd draw pictures for the winners of a contest she was setting up. They're still waiting. (well no, it's likely they have since long moved on.) Then I tried it again; I wanted a book that wasn't out in my country, the girl sent it to me in exchange for a couple pics. I managed one of them and then BAM. Etcetera. That's assholish.  I don't like being an asshole if the other person hasn't been an asshole first and in this case, if I promised something knowing full well what would happen, I would definitely be in the wrong.

Also there's the fact that the block on the promised art/fic then merrily goes on to spread to all my other pics and fics that i'm writing or drawing for myself, and that bothers me for entirely selfish reasons. =D;;;

edit: 06/2016: also i've pretty much 90% stopped drawing.

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Asuka Kureru
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Favourite cartoon character: Dark Schneider, Heero Yuy, Sasuke Uchiha, Hiei, Vegeta...
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Kidashi Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh wow I just realized it's been years since I've checked out your gallery, then the other day I re-read Teamwork and then realized I didn't even know if you're still writing it...so after reading through your comments and journals I've come to the conclusion it's dead? I just wanted to clarify for sure because that way I can stop hoping lol!


Otherwise, you have amazing artwork still!
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askerian Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2016
it's dead, yeah.

thanks!
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Kidashi Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Ah that's terrible, but thank you for letting me know! 

Keep up the great artwork!
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kidloco-alchemist Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2016
hi had be to long we dont had talk :3

how is everything

want to know you opinion of the ending of naruto

me? i hate it and the movie? more hating
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iceytoushirou Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What Thye Fuck!?!??? i hVAe Some oF tHis art SavEd on My COmpuTEwR???? hOW DI D I nOT KNOW it wAS YourS/???????
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iceytoushirou Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
fUCK!!/!?! How Did i not know You haD A deviantART??????????????????????????????????????????????
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LadyOyuki Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2015
Hiya sweetie! Tell me I drew something for you at one point in time... I am pretty sure that I did, but my memory is total crap. XD Just touching base with a few of ya on DA after well... years gone by. But you were one of the ones in my mind that I adored and still do. *hugs*
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askerian Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2015
hey, long time no see ^^ i'm pretty sure you did draw me something! something for gundam wing maybe?
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LadyOyuki Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2015
I found it and yep, I totally did! I still cuddle your artwork on a regular basis btw. I should draw you more stuff! I have been on quite the roll as of late. But it's great to see you are still making all the pretty things! <3
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Amaracodogan Featured By Owner May 25, 2015  Student Filmographer
So sad to see you have no more intrest in naruto i was looking forward to Teamwork3 TT_TT
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